Be strong on your own desert, my Camel Sham…!

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3 years of friendship…. And now, did I lose you 4ever?

Hi dear….my Camel Sham…

When I’m typing these words… I wonder if you could read this letter or not… Maybe you never can… :((

Dear my best friend… Sham. Where r u? Really I asked by myself this question a thousand time…. I couldn’t call, I couldn’t leave messages, I couldn’t send emails…. I couldn’t contact to you. U disappeared… maybe forever… nothing of u exist in this world…. WHY SHAM? WHY YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS??? EVEN YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE?

Ya… I spent my most terrible time alone. Alone totally. I’m tired of waiting…. But every night I still pray: “Pls… let he back to me. And be safe Sham… If u could never back to me, then be strong, healthy and safe, it’s enough for me…..”

My Camel…. August was over. On my birthday 19th Aug, I just wished one thing. I just desired just one gift: You. But you didn’t appear… maybe u forgot my birthday… You went  far far away or u married and never never come back there…. If u r in India, why u can’t keep in touch with me? I ‘m crazy now…. I wonder why? I’m mad….really, just by thinking of you and worry about you… I imagined the most terrible things but I hooe they nave happened. Sure, you are the best person, nothing bad with you, you’r still safe… I wanna talk to u so much, or just see u one second. I have many things to share with you like before but…. I really miss you from the bottom of my heart…  Trung  left me, my close friend TT left me, I overcome it. But the leaving of you is exactly the big shock which I’m still painful  until now…

Sometimes, I can’t sleep, I cry so badly and I just wish you were here and I could hug and kiss you on ur forehead. I miss every moment we had together and our promises about the vacation  to VN…. I can exchange anything  I have to see u just one time again. You are the best thing which I really need and want now. I will be the happiest person if you appear and tell me: “Numap, I’m here, but don’t cry….” Oh my God, but everything is my stupid dream…  You told me: “A real friend never leave you alone!” do u remember it?

Maybe this is the last time I write for you. Coz I wrote for you, sent messages and called so many times but no any reply… But anyway, I still keep hope that oneday, you will come back to me.  And I will never give up on our friendship. I will never give up on you. I will always keep my promise and wait for you…. For all my life…. I still hope, pray and wish all the best for you, my dearest!

And even I’m not Muslism but pls Allah…. “Keep him be safe, healthy and have a happy life wherever he is…. Inda Allah!”  I’m praying and praying everyday…

My Camel, Shammeer map, motu….. always  thinking about u…

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Your Van, cloud, virus, numap, moti….

I will wait for you…4ever&ever…

VN, 2nd September, 2013